Thursday, March 9, 2017

Don't blindingly ask for what you want

                                                    Otherwise you'll regret it



Work for what your willing to lose

                                                              So that you'll be afraid to work for it again

Monday, March 6, 2017

For him it was perfect.

                                                          But she was lost.

Monday, June 27, 2016

It's been awhile

It's been a while since my mom has seen me cry.

It's been a while since my dad had put his arm around.

It's been a while since I had someone not in a family that loved me.

It's been a while..........

It's been a while since I felt this low.

It's been a while since I saw my friends face when he left. I was wearing Pj's and he was in a suit.

It's been a while since I heard his laugh.............

Yeah it's been a long while........

I love my mom
I love my dad
I love you all so very much
I don't like being this low
I miss him so much
And I need another good laugh.....

Saturday, June 18, 2016

Battles

Why.

Why do we fall in love if we know nothing is going to become of it. Why on earth do we let this sickening emotion take control of what we have to offer.

Why do we let this bastardize heart tell us what to do?!?!

I'm blinded by this think fog of things that I can't have, and things that I want. And I'm letting my heart with it's many pieces guide the way.

It's glass hands cut at mine as we stroll down this freeway of nails and splinters and I can't even get you to look at my way, unless I do something foolish.

I stayed up when no one else would. I'll listen to your laughter for a thousand times over and it will still sound new and beautiful.

Don't give up hope and don't give up faith. My heart tells me this as I puts another stone in my shoe.

Hope and faith are things I lost a long time ago. But you bring them along. And I'll buy them for any price that you may be selling them at. $1, $10, $100. I don't care.

I want it back in my life.

Add I thought that you would give it to me. But my heart deceived me back into the fog.

Tuesday, May 10, 2016

Mirrored

Look into my eyes.
When you're happy, I'm happy.
When you're sad, I'm sad to.

This is how I am.
When you're laughing, I'm laughing.
When you're hurt, I'm hurt.

I don't know why.
When you're smiling, I'm smiling.
When you're crying, I'm crying.

But I've always reflected.
When you're singing, I'm singing.
When you're destroyed, I'm destroyed.

But if you look one day and see that I have a crack in the glass.

Please, don't fix it.

Please, don't ask where it came from.

Please, don't touch it.

Please, let it stay there.

As long as I know that what I see is real,

Then I'll be happy

As long as I know that what I see is genuine

Then I'll be smiling

As long as I know that what I see is you,

Then I'll be me.

I'm only here to make sure that you are you. I'm only here to make sure that you are happy with what you have.
I'm only here... because I love you.

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

Poems by Bleach

"If you become a snake tomorrow,
and start to devour people

If you cry out that you will love me,
with that same mouth which has eaten those persons

In the end I wonder if I will be able to say
That 'I will love you', like I can today?"

"If you give me wings
I will soar for you

Even if this whole land
Sinks down to the water

If you give me a sword
I will fight for you

Even if this whole sky
Shoots through with your light."

"In my desperation, I'll dress myself up grandly
Even while knowing you'll cut me down

In my desperation, I'll polish myself to a shine
Even while knowing you'll cut me down

It was terrible, how it was terrible
When you once did just that

You lopped off my hair
And left me looking like you did when you died"

"We all
die as we are born.
We always find the end
before the beginning.

If to live
means to continually search for wisdom,
we'll find the end waiting after our last lesson.
To finally see the subtlety of the end
and understand it completely
is what it means to die.

We cannot help ourselves from growing wiser.
Those who are helpless to their search for knowledge
are those who cannot transcend death."

"Those who define love as beautiful
Are ones who don't know the true form of love

Those who define love as ugly
Are ones who bragging to know about love"

"The constant shower of the sun's mane
will erase the remaining footprints on the thin ice.

Don't be afraid to be deceived
for the world is already full of deception."

"Any one time we throw away pride
we take a step closer to becoming beasts.

Any one time we kill a heart
we take a step back from becoming beasts."

"If I don't wield the sword, I can't protect you.
If I keep wielding the sword, I can't embrace you."

"Even though I'm so young
Being as inexperienced as I am
I'm already worn out and ugly as if I'm weighed down by age
Those adults that are the absolute perfection
No matter how I look at it, they can't be forgiven "

"It is not terrifying to know sorrow.
Terrifying is to know you can't go back to happiness you could have."

"Mistakes are human's doings.
Murders are demon's doings."

"I envy because of the heart
I glutton because of the heart
I covet because of the heart
I am prideful because of the heart
I sloth because of the heart
I rage because of the heart
Because of the heart
I lust for everything about you"

Monday, May 2, 2016

Thoughts in a tree

While sitting in a tree, my mind is wondering,
They're cute,
I wish I could be like them
Life is starting
It's quiet up here
so many things I want to do with my life but none of them seem important right now
Life is stupid
Life sucks
Love is stupid
But love is the best
I don't want to go down.
Can I just live in this tree.
I better catch up with my friends.